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Let God show us who is the real friend or not.  Somehow,  people come and go in our life because they have a new one or other happiness.  But i believe,   someday He will give me back who is the real one in my life.  

I don't think i can hear this good advice before. "Kalau dia bener-bener sayang lu,  dia bakal ngerasain ada yang hilang dari dirinya," "Semua itu butuh proses mon, pasti ada waktunya dia kembali." "Biarkan waktu yang menjawab semuanya."

You don't act like you still care about me.  But you act like don't want me still around you; somehow i feel you hate me even when you say you don't.   Can you tell me the truth?

I just read a poem from a video instagram owned by Najwa Zebian. And It's so inspired me and you all hopefully. Let's read and enjoy her poem! -||- Don't give them a taste of their own medicine.  They already know what it taste like If They lied, let your medicine be honesty If They played with your emotions, let your medicine be maturity If They broke you, let your medicine heal If They make you cry, let your medicine made them smile These remedies of yours may take years to work, but they work. And They last. So be patient. Stay true to yourself. And remember this: It's better for people to value you for who you are,  for not you pretend to be Who you are last a life time Who you pretend to be changes like the changes of seasons Don't be afraid to be yourself, even if it means removing yourself from lives that you want to be in You are, no doubt,  worthy of being valued for who you are So be who you are

Kau boleh saja datang lagi Kapan waktu saat kau ingin menengokku Kau boleh saja datang lagi Kapan waktu  meski dengan tangan kosong Kau boleh saja datang lagi Kapan waktu meski hanya sekedar singgah di dalamnya. Jika kau butuh ketenangan, Atau kau ingin bercerita denganku, Kau boleh datang kerumahku. Kau masih ingat bukan dimana letak rumahku? Semoga saja kamu belum melupakannya. Namun maaf, Rumahku masih sedikit berdebu. Belum kubersihkan seluruh kenangan yang ada. Dalamnya pun masih berantakan. Bahkan,  masih penuh tambalan-tambalan.  Maklum saja,  hujan deras mengguyur rumahku semalam Meninggalkan jejak- jejak luka didalamnya. Tapi jika kau benar-benar ingin datang, kau bisa duduk di dalamnya. Aku tak akan sungkan untuk menyambutmu dengan hangat. Tapi kuharap, datanglah sendirian. Jangan mengajak rekanmu atau siapapun yang baru kau kenal itu. Kumohon jangan. Karena aku takut, Kau datang bukan untuk bertemu denganku, melainkan menambah lub...

See,finally  you get everything you want, right?  And i wanna say congratulation to you dear.  Do you know?  See your smile like that make me realize about one thing.  You more happy without me.  Sorry i can't be a good friend to you.  And sorry,  it's my mistake.  Because,  in the end i'm still crying when i remember i can't make you smile like them.   -M