Finally,  almost all of them ask me with the same question;
"What's wrong with u and him? "
Me:" Ha? I am okay.  We are okay."
Them: "Seriously?  I feel something different with u both."
I felt something strange with my heart.
Then, i also ask myself,  my heart.
Me:" What's wrong with u,  dude? "
My heart: "You're lie.  Your soul has been broken. You're not okay right now."
Me:" I'll use my logic from now. "