Is it my mistake?

Is it my mistake?
I hope you will see my eyes
And ask me,  "Are you okay?"
I hope you will come to me and tell me some joke that can make me laugh.
I hope you will tell me about your days.
I hope you will tell me about your problems without saying "You don't need to know."
I hope you will call me soon just to know where am i.

Is it my mistake?
I hope i can tell you about my days.
I hope i can tell you about my nightmare.
I hope i can tell you about my problems.
I hope i can hear your voice just for a while.
I hope you will spend your time with me.
And i hope i can tell you anything that comes from my mind.

Is it my mistake?
When i realize you've already gone,  and i still hope you will back.
When i realize you more choose them than me.
And you never invite me again.

Is it my mistake?
If i wanna tell you,  there was someone who always prays for you everyday, all the best for you, so there's a smile that she see in your face. She only wanna tell you that she miss you so much and  she really wanna talk with you right now. But she can't.  And you probably don't want it too. Is it true?
Who is she?
That's me.  Ya, that's me.
And I'm sorry.  It's my biggest mistake, ever.